July 25, 2019

20. Taboo kinks and fantasies P1

Alright I’m back y’all!
The next few episodes are going to be a series on kink and the ethics around indulging in more “taboo” fantasies. Part one is an intro to consent and kink: what it is, what it is NOT and dispelling some common myths and misconceptions. With kink and BDM being the “trendy” new thing, I think it’s important to talk about what these practices actually look like in real life. As much as I love indulging these kinds of fantasies in my cam room on Chaturbate, I feel like it’s also important to talk about the work that goes into making these fantasies come to life. 
Part two is going to go more in depth into some specific fetishes that I personally indulge in, what I enjoy about them and how to practice them safely. I might also stretch this into three parts depending how much I have to say on the subject. 
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March 2, 2019

19. What race am I?

This episode is dedicated to finally answering the question, once and for all…
What race am I?
Whether on cam or in my real life, I get asked this question A LOT (like to a degree that, it honestly makes me really uncomfortable). So I decided to make an episode dedicated to answering this question, my personal experience with it, and why I personally don’t like to talk about it.I want to make it perfectly clear, that I am not speaking for any other group or individuals. I am only speaking for myself and my personal preferences around my racial monikers. This video is about my personal experience with race, culture and how that has shaped my views on which labels I personally prefer to be used in reference to myself.
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January 6, 2019

18. Hope

My Yeti microphone just bit the dust, so the audio might sound a little different from previous episodes. Kindly, bear with me until I can afford a new mic set up.The gym videos have been encouraging me to start making more raw and unscripted episodes. Rather than just sit and stare into the camera, it felt more natural to talk while I was actively working on something. This episode was recorded right before I left on holiday, so you can hear me stamping and gluing all of your holiday cards in the background. I’ve been wanting to do an episode on this topic for a while, but was having trouble working up the courage to put it out there. Even for the most positive people, hope can sometimes be hard to come by. What brings one person hope, may not work for another. Some days we are filled with love and inspiration, and other times we’re hard pressed to find anything besides doubt and despair. So this episode is about all the things that bring me hope and keep me striving, even when it’s dark and I can’t quite see where I’m going.
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December 4, 2018

17. Tis the season

This is a really great episode for anyone who struggles with depression or knows someone who does. There is a lot of pressure around the holidays to be joyful and put on a happy face, but not everyone feels the “holiday cheer.” In this episode I talk about my personal experience with seasonal depression and the things I do that help keep me steady grinding through the chilly winter months. One of the major things I do is focus on compassion and gratitude. I put this into practice by making holiday cards for all of my fans, friends and family. Check out this episode and get a sneak peak at your holiday card in the making =)

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September 26, 2018

16. Sobering up

In this episode I talk about drug and alcohol addiction, specifically, my own. Similar to the episode “Overcoming Anxiety and Fear,” I felt like it was important to talk about. Whether you yourself struggle with substance abuse, or you know someone else who is struggling, it’s important to know you’re not alone. Getting sober was a real turning point in my life and has played a large role in keeping me in my integrity.
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September 20, 2018

15. Overcoming anxiety and fear

In this episode I talk candidly about what it means to live with and move through severe anxiety and fear. I hesitated to talk about this because while it does affect all aspects of my life, including my content production, I didn’t want it to come off as an excuse. We all have hurdles to overcome in our path to success and happiness. Regardless of what they are, what matters is that we show up and find ways to work around them. Sometimes we’re successful and sometimes we might fall short of the mark, but nothing is worse than not trying. The worst thing we can do is nothing at all.
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September 13, 2018

14. Sex worker ethics

This episode is about my ethics as a cam girl and a sex worker. The adult entertainment industry has a reputation for being exploitative and a destructive force in people’s lives. As an adult entertainer, I wanted to give my perspective on the industry and what I think the pro’s and con’s are.
Every system or industry can be a force for good or for evil. The difference is in how it is set up, what the rules are and how we are playing the game. The adult entertainment industry and sex work in general are large umbrella terms that encompass a lot of different careers and experiences. As a cam girl, I have a lot of independence and control over the things I do and how I run my business. This is my take on the adult entertainment industry and how I personally navigate tough ethical situations. 
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September 12, 2018

13. Identity and Integrity

This episode is about the connection between identity and integrity. The more I talk about ethics, the more I understand what my goals are. My goal for this podcast isn’t to tell people what to do, but to encourage everyone toward greater self reflection. There is no “one size fits all” set of ethics that is going to work for everyone in every situation. However, I think taking a beat in difficult moments to pause and reflect can really make a difference in the decisions we make and how we choose to conduct ourselves.
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August 18, 2018

12. Owning my anger

In this episode of the podcast, I talk about my own experiences with anger and how it has shaped my world.
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July 17, 2018

11. Broken Trust

Not everything that’s broken can be fixed.
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